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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Sayang............

hingga detik ini jiwaku resah...
tiada satupun yg indah selain hadirmu..
kehangantanmu..nafas cintamu..kasih dan sayangmu yg tulus..
andai jarak tak memisahkan kita..
dan waktu bisa kembali semula..
seperti saat kita berdua,mengarungi lautan asmara..

rindu tlah mengoyak hatiku..
membuatku..ingin terbang kesana..
seperti hatiku yg kosong..mengharap hadirmu

kutitipkan salam padamu..
duhai angin malam katakan padanya tentang cinta yg tlah merindu..
tentang jiwa yg hanyut bersamanya..
tentang kehampaan yg fana..


kasihku...
nafas jiwaku..
bila kau lihat awan berarak..
dengarlah bisikannya..
aku kangen kamu.. Yanda
Muachhh di jidatmu.

Bunda



8:45 PM
Ayulina

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

DYGTA - Tak Bisa Memiliki

Memang....waktuku tersisa
Untuk selalu di sisi, menjaga hatimu
Aku..kan slalu mencoba,
Berikan yang terbaik
Untuk kau miliki
Tapi maafkan aku
Waktuku hanya sesaat...

Aku tak bisa memiliki
Indahnya cintamu
Walau sesungguhnya hatiku mencintaimu, memilikimu
Aku tak ingin kau terluka
Mencintai aku...
Hapuslah air matamu
Lupakan aku...

Sedihku,
Di batas hasratku
Hanya ingin kau bahagai
Jalani hidupmu

Aku..kan slalu mencoba,
Berikan yang terbaik
Untuk kau miliki
Tapi maafkan aku
Waktuku hanya sesaat

Ayulina




9:38 AM
Ayulina

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So sad...............
Behind my eyes you can not see
The pain that's boiling up inside of me
Having no interests
Having no fun
I have given up almost everything for you
What's done is done.
*I want to know why you said those words
I wonder what's your motive behind those words
I want you to see
Its killing me
When I told you things, its because i trust you
To share happinness and sorrow cos i believe in you
I thought you are the 'ONE'
But now I ponder
Have I made the right choice or an err
Behind my eyes you can not see
The pain inside is killing me
How many tears do I have to cry
What's left that I cant try?
*Please tell me why
Inside me is going to die
Behind my eyes you can not see
The pain inside is hurting me
Ayulina.........
(it hurts, it hurts, it hurts when I finally realised you might not be the one to share my happiness and sorrow cos you aren't ready to be a part of me.......not now!)



8:43 AM
Ayulina

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

Today I have learnt the true meaning of patience from Pap yayankku. He said 'Ayul, kesabaran itu adalah ibadah'. With that I have learnt to accept reality and remain calm.....


"To that particular unrest soul, aku kesian ama kamu deh kerna kamu ngak bisa menghargai sesebuah persahabatan. I sympathised with you for not being able to be nice. You can do whatever you want but one thing you must remember there is still Allah Almighty. Aku tuh iklas nolongin kamu, ngak menharapkan balasan dari kamu kerna aku lakukan itu demi persahabatan tapi malah kamu bales dgn perbuatan kamu yg sinis tuh. Demi yayankku, aku diamin diri ngak mau reaksi dalam apa bentuk sekali pun melainkan kamu tuh udah ku anggap bukan lagi temen ku. Insya Allah dengan kebesaran Allah, hati kamu akan terbuka untuk jadi orang yang lebih baik dari sebelumnya. Amin."

Hatiku udah lega dan aku ngak rasa bersalah lagi..... Life goes on.... Every single second my love for yayank ku makin bertambah....... :) With him in my life, I am looking forward to the future..... Hidupku berbunga kembali dengan bunga bunga cinta dan kasih sayang.........

11:43 AM
Ayulina

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Friday, March 25, 2005

"So sorry......... those are the only words I can say to you. I am really sorry I have told someone abt it. It has been a underlying secret not told to anyone till today..... Aku ngak tau kenapa hari nih aku bisa khilaf....Trus terang, aku tuh ikhlas, bener bener ikhlas makanya ngak ada sesosok orang di mana mana pun tau ttg itu. Ku pegang amanah ku sampai hari nih.. Mau kah kamu maafin aku temen......maukah kamu ikhlas maafin aku. Aku anggap kamu tuh udah kayak adekku sendiri. Kerna kesalahan aku nih aku rela pergi jauh dari dirimu selamanya"

Haiz..... Ayulina berhembus nafas sambil liatin pantai dari kamarnya......


8:14 AM
Ayulina

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Hachoooo! Hachooo! ..... duh the cold is getting to me...Pilek damn.... kepala ku pusing, badanku kedinginan ..... ampun virusnya. 3 hari udah berlalu ..... tetap masih ngak pulih padahal udah makan augmetin.....ampun deh. Hidung mampat...pikiran kacau kerja buanyekkkkkk....Lucky exam papers udah selesai...:)Trus kengen sekali ama die..... hmmm sabar aje deh. Pasti ada hikmahnya hmmmmm. Hmmm nowadays kok aku males buanget chat di irc...on line tapi ngak mau ngomong. Aduh efnet radio main lagu Peterpan pas aku ngeblogg...miss them especially the imutz ariel hehehhehe. Miss Olla n Selly tooo..... Cant wait for June mau ke Jakarta deh....Time to have fun once again!!! atau ke padang? medan? bandung? banyak kali mau ku.....Maybe Bali yah? Looking forward deh. Today feeling quite happy bonus ku masuk, rezeki kuuuuuu!!! la la la :) Duh kangen lagi nih .... yayang kok menghilangggg. Get your priorities right Ayulina! Life goes on..........You have to move on too...... :)

6:32 PM
Ayulina

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Finally I have found the courage to visit this site again and decided to continue blogging. Thanks to someone in states who gave me the courage to move on....... Change the template of my blogg page. Rubah hampir semuanya. Mulakan lagi hidupku... Thanks Mas QQ.... :)

5:07 PM
Ayulina

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Don't think to much pretty girl,..life is life it's self,..I'm sure you'll be able to survive cause love is not an ending, be happy and face the world keep your walking on this path all the way...I hope you'll be better pretty girl..
--== QQ ==--

3:59 AM
Ayulina

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Friday, February 11, 2005

Hari nih aku terima quote ttg persahabatan dari temenku, kesepian

ME

Bagiku arti dari sebuah Persahabatan tak hanya sekedar ramah tamah dan hingar-bingar dalam kemewahan dan keanggunan dunia, tapi arti dari sebuah persahabatan adalah rangkaian terali besi & taburan bunga yang selalu mengikatmu dalam suasana apapun.

Bagiku teman adalah mereka yang sanggup mengerti dan memahami diriku apa adanya, sanggup tertawa gembira dan menangis sendu bersamaku.

Persahabatan Tidak Pernah Diukur Dari Materi Dan Moral.

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